Conversation

hi
i like the way you've made the flowers
so bright yet humble, standing out against sidewalks
how'd you think of that?
how is it that sunrise never loses its beauty?
i think you're
Great
because you created a universe with black holes and
lady bugs
and math equations, like 1+1=2.
you know..i miss our conversations
when you'll take me by the hand
and show me the world
you really are the most beautiful...essence
existence. what are you? i am existence
you are...everlasting. the infinite
you are all.
i cannot believe, still, that out of all things
you chose something called love to rule over all
wait
you are love
could i love you? i really want to love you, deeply
but it seems all i can give is a speck of what you've given me
that of which i can barely comprehend
me, a friend?
this is already mind-blowingly hard that i would not use language like
King, Savior, and Almighty One
to talk to you here
that this- this is okay
that i'm...your friend

and oh, that i could dance with you?
teach me the steps
there could be nothing better than that

Jesus, i want to know you more.